The urge!

Four years...!

Four years since my last post.

Four years that contained a lot of things.

Four years - filled with events.

Four years - some stories of success and some of failure.

Four years - some good acquaintances which got cemented so much as to last a lifetime. And some relations that ended real bad.

Many experiences - some good, some for the worse... some sweet, some bitter!

The journey from the beginning of the coming of age to the age when you start having thoughts of doing a look-back.

Lots of stories to share... okay may be not as much...

But stories of real situations... most of them ending in escapism

My own stories... my  very own experiences..

The urge to put all of that into writing!

the coming back!

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It took me some time - to get back to something very close to my heart. My Blog!

The last few semesters at the law school had to take its toll and following this was a frantic run towards the Utopian dream of career development (more on this later). Finally I was out of the University conveyor belt, now sealed with a Law degree with apparently respectful grades (I think I did good enoughJ!!!); the next couple of months went in mailing CVs, going for interviews and finally getting to hear those sweet twosomes of a word : “Welcome Aboard!”.

All done and seemingly set for the moment I can now say that the dust has settled for the moment. Life is once again at its glorious pace – though it’s more of clockwork now, with pre-defined time-limits for everything. But I am not complaining. The work I get to do is interesting but not overburdening, the people around in the office are helpful and so on – In short I am just with my first job experience!

Meanwhile certain things have changed around me. I am out of the comforts of my home. My beloved small town Silchar is thousands of miles away and I am even out of my country. And before I could actually realize it, I became a resident of the U.A.E. Dubai, my new home, had accepted me with open arms!!

Dubai with its multicultural outlook and not-to-mention the huge Indian Diaspora just became my home away from home.

A change of place, a change of time zone and a change of weather – from living in one of the wettest regions in the world to a place which experiences little or no rainfall all year round – too many changes just kept happening giving shape to a whole new stage of life. Whether these are meant to be good or bad – I am yet to know! What the future holds – I can’t say! For the moment I am happy working in Dubai as a Legal consultant, meeting up people, living life and most importantly earning my living on my own.

I am now blessed with some quality “me-time” as gratis, a fraction of which I would like to dedicate to my ex-flame – YES!! My Blog, of course! I would like to fill the virtual space with my musings and outbursts. I would write about you, I would write about me, I would write about the world around……….And amidst all this I would humbly seek your encouragement in whatever form you may like to convey.

                                                                                Welcome Back, Everyone!

Philosophy of Change

Its true that twitter has taken a step ahead of blogging.......But for me my blog will always remain my favourite web destination. I dunna which of blogging or twitting is more beautiful an art......On one hand one has got to express all that he wants to in 140 charecters (As if it was a long kept secret) while on the other hand one has got all the space one needs in this planet.

My Verdict : I love them both. It actually depends on my mood....Twitter belongs to our urge get faster and faster in every aspect of life....the theory's simple....we got steam engines to be faster than horse-drawn carriages....and after that we forgot steam altogether........twitter may or may not meet the same fate..but that's for time to decide....but even this cant be left out on mere probabilities cos its us who change the way we live........

We say time changes, but its actually us.....we r changing all the time. To be more specific we want to change, we want to see wats new....wats hot....If we cut up this urge altogether, we wont be changing at all. The thing is that time does not change us.....we change ourselves...and not to mention 'time' as well. So are we not being hypocrites in not admitting something we ourselves are doing.......hmmm....thats something to think about.

Lets see how, we change our fashion, we change what we like to hear as our favourite music (this is something more frequent these days), we change our food preferences, we change our leaders, we change our governments....the thing is that we are actually the harbingers of change. Change is so dynamic that change keeps changing as well.

Well so whats the discussion all about if change is all we want. Cos if change was not there, we would still be born as apes, Dinosaurs or as rocks or not be born at all. So change is for the good only. (There are bad effects as well, but who cares for them so long as we are happy with what we r changing).

And here i come to my conclusion......'WHAT ARE WE CHANGING?'
- So how many of us exactly know what are we changing. Example - We get a fresh new hair-cut, but do we know wats that meant to be - to change our looks, change the way our hair looks, change to a more funky form, or change to a more formal mode....I know answers will be definite here cos its only about a haircut.....a plain simple haircut...WTF !!!

But now shift the context to other issues-

- When we change from our honest form to cheat someone unsuspecting...

- When we change from our caring form to hurt someone who trusts us....

- When we stopped to love and changed and started the love of hatred.....

Now answer me - Why we changed?????? What for we changed????? And of course What we CHANGED actually??????

Gods and Goddesses- Shani Puja

(shinni- SHANIDEV'S favourite offering)

Frnds !!!
I have this oppotunity to share with you the knowledge of some Hindu Gods and goddesses worshipped with due reverence in Eastern parts of India. While i'm no student of THEOLOGY, but it was just a feeling to share this knowledge. Besides it will also t serve the pupose of cultural exchange. Here i am going to discuss about Shani dev....
For starters Shani(Sanskrit Śani शनि) is one of the Navagraha which are the nine primary celestial beings in Hindu astrology, or Jyotiṣa. Shani is embodied in the planet Saturn. Shani is the Lord of Saturday; the word Shani also denotes the seventh day or Saturday in most Indian languages. He is the son of the Sun God SURYA and his wife CHHAYYA ( the shadow goddess). In modern times the name SHANI is attributed to Pluto. He is worshipped with due reverence all through India. He is known to have a short temper in popular culture. However in most of the Religious scriptures SRI SHANI DEV himself mentions that HE never intends to harm anybody...and if any He does it is only against those who only show off their reverence without having any such feelings actually. In my opinion ShaniDev rules over the cycles of good and bad times in human life.
Unlike other Gods SHANI DEV is not worshipped at any particular time of the year. Being a GRAHADEVTA, Saturday is dedicated to him. So reverence to him can be showed on every Saturday evening. The 'Puja-vidhi' is quite simple, just chant his mantras before a clean deep-blue cloth placed on a small platform of wood, then make offerings of fruits and most importantly a mixture of flour, honey, milk, jaggery and bananas ( it his supposedly his favourite offering).
Yesterday i made offeings to the God. Photographs of that are shared here.
However the most interesting thing about ShaniDev is that whilepeople do pray to HIM for HIS blessings, more people actually want to evade his attention. It is said that the time SHANIDEV opened his eyes after his birth, SURYADEV (THE SUN GOD) was eclipsed !!!!
Well whatever be the reason, ShaniDev is the embodiment of justness in Religion. Being a student of Law what more can be a better reason for me to worship, revere and respect Him from the core of my heart.
Jai Shani Dev...

Of Controversies And Apologies

Hi frnds !!!
My last post did ruffle up a few feathers though it was quite not the intention yet it did not fail to hurt some sentiments. Nevertheless i would maintain that my blogs have never been a deliberate attempt to defame or defile anybody's reputation or i wud bever like putting question marks on anybody's talents or any other personal cahrecteristics that one may posses. Nevertheless, the matter's all sorted out now and it's ok between me(the offender) and she(the victim).
Well my apologies extended to anyone else who may have been hurt by my statements.....but i do not own any responsibility towards anybody who may not have owned my statements.......because my statements are totally an outcome of my thoughts and one should never be sorry for thinking in a particular way. And that is what is most acceptable.
However one thing which is in quite in vogue in the Glam-world is that CONTROVERSIES MAKE A STAR OUT OF NO-ONE.....well for the sake of you guys i maintain strongly that writing blogs, for me is just a productive pass-time (it does iprove your language skills)...and i have no intention to buy any CHEAP fame out of writing silly things. I am here to win friends....and in that if i make a light hearted fun out of someone i do not think it would be a bad thing to do.

That's all folks !!!!!!

The Last Exam !!!

Hi frnds...
Its me the lazy blogger again with another round of a long and monotonous blog of non -sensible writing...Well if you think so, then it's your problem and you are the one who should see a specialist.
Well jokes apart, the title of this post is somewhat rather mysterious, or should i say somewhat intriguing on my current status...Whether this is the last post of my life...no it is not....The last exam in this context means...Read On....

Frnds, we all have faced exams at some point of our lives....Exams i mean those ones which are basically your passports to next level of the Game called EDUCATION....All my life i am going through these...and yet the game is not getting over yet....the worst part being that you cant get the help of CHEAT CODES in this game...even if you do be prepared to be thrown out of the Game altogether.. But just look at the way these level-qualifiers control our position in a bigger map called life.....so much so that one of my friends has already changed her name to Exams..in her Orkut profile....no she's perfectly alright...her motive is only to let the world know that she's going through another level-qualifier !!! But she has actually added a 'surname' too which goes like this..."the Greatest Tormentor"....so this makes her full name EXAMS..THE GREATEST TORMENTOR..!!!

These are basically some of the most creative ways that todays people curse those great souls who created this sytem altogether... But just look at it this way, "Are'nt Exams the greatest tormentors."

Take my case for example...I have been taking exams all my life. I got into my first school in the year 1992 and now i just completed the 3rd year of my Law course in the University after another round of...u guessed it.....EXAMS !!! From 1992 to 2009 it's 17 years and 2 nos of big exams each year makes 2x17= 34 exams...a little figure, do you insist. Then add to it atleast 2 more sessional tests, some class tests and a sprinkle of other tests here and there.....apart from the two great hurdles called Board exams which greet you in your 10th and 12th year of schooling...then there are the Entrance tests, then you enter another level where you move through an ordeal every six months...I have moved through six semesters through all those seminars and internals and....but its still not over yet...coz i have 4 more to go...What then 'being educated' means...a qualifier of all exams..That's it.

But i am not complaining. I have become more accustomed to it now. It is just like you gain immunity against some diseases after getting continually infected..or atleast you can take the suffering much easily. But the most amazing part is that exams never fail to give that unique experience each time it comes...either in the form of a class test or a big sem-exam. That stomach-churning experience is every time the same thing...

Such was the experience in my last exam in the just concluded 6th Sem exams....the last one was scheduled 7 days after it's preceeding one...and thats when the trouble starts...you know you have to undergo yet another hurdle to cross over to that paradise called Summer Vacation...but there are still 7 days to that which seem like 7 years or should i say 70 years, no 700, neither it's like 7000... You start hating your course even more...3 days go like this...from the fourth day you gain enough strength to lift your book with a single hand and then you realise you have forgotten all...next butterflies in the stomach...!! So you take up your pen and paper and start to write all that you can remember from your course (n.b: actually i study in this method only..i practise writing my answers, that keeps up the speed and also acts as an organser as to how you will be approaching five 15 mark questions)...And then there is yet anothet problem...you know that the last exam is your last chance to increase your average at least a bit more if one of your prior paper did'nt go to well...and there is the vast course material....finally after waking upto 2 in the preceeding night and waking up at 7 the next morning, you still are not satisfied...The codified provisions, the precedents of the Supreme Court and also the Privy Council and the American Supreme court..
But as they say, IF SOMETHING HAS TO GO BAD IT WILL, vice-versa IS SOMETHING DOESNT HAVE TO, IT WON'T...

The question paper was mercifully not that hard and now i pray that my answer script is impressive enough....

But still i would say - LONG LIVE EXAMS, LIVE LONGER TO TORMENT EACH OF MY JUNIOR BATCHES..


Bye !!!

Back Again

Well Frnds. After mugging up two posts i think i m back to normalcy. I will soon resume with my cool persona.
Watch this space to read some exciting reviews of certain movies, books etc that have come to my vicinity in recent times.
Mind you i wont let you down this time.
Sorry for being rude un my last posts.....
Bye.
Take very good care of yourselves !!!

LIFE IS FUN TOO

My earlier post was a vent out of my emotions about my life which has somewhat lost all its finest glory. I am losing my vigour. I find somthing is missing all the time. I guess if i could hit on that, i would have been invincible. But that's never to happen with me.
Well may be for first time in my life i am feeling a bit downtrodden. And i dont know why? Even the crap-grades in the High School exams didnt bother me......i had always been more of a fighter. But that spirit is leaving me now. And i have no other options left. Or so i think.....
Well may be.....
But life is not that bad at all....
Thankfully the net provides you enough options to unwind yourself...there's Orkut and there's Youtube.
And i also read the book called THE WHITE TIGER.....and watched SLUMDOG 5 times- enough
of feel-good stuff to lift your spirits....but still life seems to play strange games on the living...
If the 'frustoo' thing is getting an extension to this post too... then i m sorry...just cant help it....i am stressed out and i am writing all this to remove this stress.... i know this post is not a diary but i dont mind........

The thing is that we expect to happen from a single lifetime...but other plans are awaiting their execution upon you....so planning is perhaps the worst of sins......

Well, i dont mind whether you like this post or not. Coz its this one single time when i am writing for myself and its hardly got to be meaningful....i do not want to convey any messages....i do not want anyone to listen..... If you understand me you will get this post too..... and most some readers close to me may perhaps know why i wrote this one.............

Life is Busy

Frnds. Its some minutes left to one a.m of 22nd of March, 2009. That is to say that its the intervening night between 21st and 22nd March. This could be the best possible time for dedicated bloggers who never fail to write up their virtual spaces. But frnds the word is DEDICATION. And its one thing you guys won't find in miles radius of this blog. My blog still remains an unkempt one and i remain the laziest of bloggers....
But this time i am not giving any reasons of any silly nature. The main thing that is discouraging me from writing is that one I-word. Its 'inspiration'. But still my efforts are on.
And another thing is that, i had been busy these days doing a whole lot of things....had to write internal tests (which are curiosly not going well) and preparing assignments..... So this post is more of a escapism for me......i am venting out my frustoo here.....and looking for some fresh air here....
However the days are not as bad.....
But i think a total rescheduling may help me in this regard......but i dont know where to start from...
Its not the exams that are screwing me up...
There are a whole lot of other issues.....
Well i think that's enough of it....a massive revolution is about to come in the life of yours' truly.
Till then WISH ME LUCK !!!

Valentinism - Vandalism

Hi frnds, first of all a Happy Valentines Day to all of you. Due to the 'Acute interested damsels (shortage) syndrome' or AIDS that i am actually suffering from i have not actually lost my heart and i have found out someone who always yearned for me but i hardly ever knew that love, until to this day when i felt so lonely like anything with no-one ready to be my Valentine....and then i heard her call.... and i could'nt wait anymore or even keep her waiting...... i decided to dedicate this very important day to her.....
Frnds !!! before you can actually jump to any 'exciting and juicy' conclusions i hereby solemnly declare that the 'she' mentioned here is none other than the most beautiful woman in my life......it's this my blog.
Ha ha ha...
Well, if you are still interested in brushing up your reading skills by reading this blog then please know that my intention is not to bore you to oblivion, rather i would like to fast forward to the Cover story of this blog-post.
(Well, for starters i am writing this blog in two parts, first i would like to share my thoughts on all that and second i will be bringing the happenings of the day a i move through the city like the 'common-man' of R.K Laxman)

Valentines Day- well we all know what's this day is all about or do we??
Its a day for loving and being loved. Its a day to spread love and its a day to make the most special person in your life, feel how much you love her/him....Oh! the red cards, the red gifts, the red-roses...anything and everything we can think of comes in red- all that we know about Valentines day. (i don't declare that i know anything more). To me the day is same too. But in India it's being celebrated in ways opposite to this ones. Here we have Moral-Policemen ready with their weapons to teach us a thing or two on morality. They say we are going astray and it's high time to beat us up !! Did you ask WHY??? Then you probably dont know how much destruction you have caused to your culture by meeting up a girl on this day....!!! That's what they say...and if it's so then fine!! we readily accept it.....
But can those Officers of Morality kindly define what is culture....more specifically The Great Indian Book of Cultures.
Well let me some of the illustraions- beating up of the women......women as young as 16-17 to carry out soliciting not by choice but by force......making children work up in factories and homes till the last drop of their sweat.......and then -- annoying tourists coming to our country to the extent of raping and dumping them in the sea....killing people in the name of (a) religion, (b) caste, (c) Gotra, (d) place of birth................xxx
That is what we have as our culture....
Frnds we are living in an era where we only live to be killed at some point of time or other just because we have not being living according to the rules set by people who call themselves our brethren and the saviors of this land...in actuality they do clean the society but use human-blood as the detegent.
My question is, in the face of so many hostilities, when a festival of love is coming underway then what is all that crap thing on its opposition....?? Turning around lets just ask one question to ourselves- how many options are still left to us as means of recreation?? We cant step out of our homes without that wrinkle of brow....we cant work up late....we cant go to a movie....even our homes are not safe.....finally we the youth of the nation are left with two options either to accept this, sit in our homes and lead a life of lifeless stones or leave this country altogether(which given the huge youth population of this country is only a Juggernaut excercise).
Valentine's day is only but an option let to us to bloom flowers amidst a desert of lifelessness...other than this what else can we do.
And what is all this non-sense about our culture being tampered with 'foriegn' influences..?? We the people of new India have always accepted things from the west- the best ones being - Democracy, the Legal system etc.
So what is the problem on Valentine's Day?? By celebrating it we can atleast send some signals to the vandals that enough is enough......we can gradually change their thought-process and we can in this manner regain and rebuild the India of Lord Shri Krishna and the countless of his worshippers and make this land a land of love....once again (contd.)

এইবার বাংলায়

আমি সব সময় ভারতিয় ভাষায় ব্লগ লিখতে ইচ্ছুক। তাই এতদিন ধরে আমি জুতসই software খুজছিলাম। তারপর একটা প্রজেক্ট এর কাজ পরে গেল যার জন্য বাংলা ভাষার প্রয়গ করতে হয়েছিল। Google search এ একটা বেশ ভাল জিনিশ পেয়ে গেলাম। rest is all as u can see.
আজ এতটুকুই।
আবার হবে পরে।

Back 2 basics

Ya frnds m back....and that's the my new title on my Orkut profile...no there's no special reason for that....only i felt that i'm going what is called the "BACK TO BASICS" route...that's all! Why? and its been 1 month since i last my University...ya there were vacations for the Pujas. Pujas in here mean one whole month of fun n frolic, but hardly any fun was actually there in this year's Pujas. One whole month of the worst terrorist attacks, blood-spill....to accompany that was the more frightening Financial crisis......finally we survive here to tell the tale- after all that !!! So its BACK TO BASICS all the time....we forget everything...and thats why its BACK 2 BASICS....we go on with our lives......and so BACK to BASICS......there's no point in enhancing this chat.....

I PRAY FOR THE DEPARTED SOULS WHO LOST THEIR LIVES IN THE BLASTS YESTERDAY !!!!!

हिन्दी में भी एकबार

मित्र गन इस साईट पर मैं यह हिन्दी लिखने वाली सॉफ्टवेर से परिचित हुवा। तोह इसीलिए हमने सोचा के चलो एक आध लाइन हमारे राष्ट्रभाषा में भी लिख दिया जाए। दरसल मैंने कभी भी फोर्मल्ली हिन्दी की ट्रेनिंग नही ली थी। अब मैं हिंद पढ़ तो लेता हूँ पर लिखना थोड़ा मुश्किल होता हैं । लेकिन यह वाला feature काफी लाभदायक सवित हो रहा हैं । चलिए एक सन्डे थोडी सी हिन्दी भी सिख लेंगे इस बाहाने। अगर आप को भी मेरी जैसी प्रॉब्लम है तोह यह ज़रूर चेक आउट करें।
आज के लिए बस इतनी सी हिन्दी काफ़ी होगी।
मैं चलता हूँ
Ta ta ।

Webbed in Rights

FRNDS, even now there is no point in apologising for yet another hibernation, for by now you must have been quite accustomed to this habit of mine. Dedication- dedication that's what i'm missing these days. Dedication is a word easily spoken but hard to bring out alive. And i find i am lacking that thing right from the time i started out here. The no of times i log in to blogger.com are so rare that sometimes i have even forgotten my password to enter here and then i have again to open my email inbox and retreive it which is ******. I would have gldly given out this one to any "dedicated" person dedicated enough to write blogs for me.....but no no body would write for me for nothing. And moreover why would i let anyone encroach upon my property. True that my 'property' is virtual and i do not need to pay any taxes over it but still its my property- its my intellectual property so to say. I have built this space right from day 1 and whatever silly posts or comments i recieved its all mine......so i cant give up what i truy have.
This personal example was given to aware you frnds of the growing craze over intellectual property rights and i personally think that this one is a step in the right direction. Though this has been a gorwing universal phenomenon on the rise, most are still not aware of this one from the book of rights. Every single day rights are getting encroached upon but fewer cases do actually come up. It does not even come to the arbitration table. All this said it must be seen that there are actually some genuine reasons behind this one. In such cases the rights are generally available to the world at large- in rem. And the no of offences commited as susch are also countless. So bringing every offender to arbitration can be something very tough. But the rule of law must prevail. And people whose rights have been actually encroached upon should come up. One or two good 'thrashings' to the offenders and it wills serve the purpose of detterence. Also some precautionary measures must be taken.
- Change your email password every once in a while.
- Check your sent mail accounts.
- Check that nothing undesirable was sent carrying your username.
- Also while subscibing to any new website check out their privacy policy.
- If they want you to forward emails from your account see to it what email is actually being sent. ...... some precautionary measures so to say.
But you must be wondering that can your email account be also considered to be your intellectual property? Actually this era of internet is called WEB 2.0 where your simple email account makes you a blogger, a networking social etc. but it is thorugh the use of such sites where you try to make yourself famous by taking out your secrets and private information. This is most necessarily your property. Even if it is'nt an intellectual one but you certainly have rights over them. So do take good care of these....

More on this on my next post.
Bye for now and a happy sunday and have a gr8 week ahead.

Sunrise at my University

Frnds to keep the talking alive i bring to you a glimpse of Assam University Silchar where i study. A pic of sunrise and a new begining al the time................

Sorry for the SILENCE !

Frnds i really apologise to everyone who are reading my blog and appreciating my work. But i am really sorry not to keep my word of mouth or for that matter my 'word-of- blog'.
I had in my last post promised to come up on Sunday, but my semester exams are underway, so taking time-off is getting pretty ough these days. Nevertheless, a delay of two days is not so "unkool" taken the amount of dedication for my blog. But guys do believe my words- i am truely and most earnestly trying to become the dedicated lot but dedication does need spending some time, the least of which im having at the moment. But while i did'nt come up i was also thinking WHAT IF....?
What if i dont write my blog and dont keep my promise......nothing, no problems with any one- the world will move on. So at times silence prevails upon the valley of blog. I think i m no Amitabh Bacchan or an Aamir Khan to recieve a thousand replies on each of my posts. I am just my sweet self and i am Ved - the lazy blogger, and im loving the wy i am.......don't you. So at times i opine that SILENCE BECOMES GOLDEN @ Times when i do all the self talk with me and nobody else and nobody's having any trouble with what i think or say to myself.......no botheration for anyone other than one's own self and deriving pleasure out of it- that's just the good life. What do you say.....??
Sorry again if was becoming a mystic like moron.
I promise that my blog shall never be silent again.
Well, that was all i had to say today.

Some responses did come of my last post as i liberalised the commentary system....so frnds do write your comments......to always do the talking even you are very much responsible !

That's all Folks !!

Ta Ta

Birla

Ambanii..............


;-)

Hello Again...!!! Anecdotes of a very very BAD EXPERIENCE!!

HI FRNDS , its really been a long long gap since i last posted an entry. The reasons behind which i will be discussing here. But as i have always been mentioning since earlier times I can never be an avid blogger but the ethusiasm shall never die, and so i am here again.
My long hibernation from this space was due to one very official reason- i was disconnected from the www all this while! The matter of fact is that, earlier i subscribed a Dial- Up connection offered by BSNL- the State owned telecommunications company and the connection was under BUY-YOUR-HOURS scheme. My a/c ended on March. So i suggested that we now subscribe to a broadband connection from the same service provider, little knowing that that was the beginning of the trouble.
There was an advertisement in the news papers that BSNL Broadband is now available @ 125/- rental a month. So i thought it as a noble idea to subscribe to it particularly pertaining to 2 reasons. First, for domestic and study purposes it would suffice my needs of downloading maerials from the Net and, secondly that would be economic too. Act as i thought i collected the forms and submitted it with all the completed formalities. I was promised a connection within a month.( The day was 31st March,08).
On 15th of May i called the JTO of the local BSNL office. Frustruated as i was i asked him how long more it would take. He said, i would be getting it within two days and it was true. The modem came up along with the papers related to the service.
Next i started up the PC and WOW! the modem turned out to be a faulty one. I called up the office again stating my problem. He asked me to return the modem to serviceman immediately and apply for a new modem. The servicemen came up a week later and after 2 days i got the clarification and verification that the MODEM was OFFICIALLY FAULTY (although prior to this i had already mentioned my problem).
Nevertheless a fresh application was made, another 1 month's promise was made and after some more delays i finally got my TYPE II modem, which supposedly was better than the earlier one.
But no my friend, you are completely wrong if you guessed that my share of miseries got over.

The next thing that happened was that the modem could not be configured. I sought help from the local owner of an Internet cafe who also dealt in installing softwares. What he said was astounding. He said my Pc has had a VIRUS attack and needed a recovery with a full WINDOWS re-install, and before i could say or do anything he started to Un-install some important softwares. I asked him to leave immediately if he wanted his welfare. I then repaired the PC with the RESTORE function that WINDOWS XP provides. The Pc problem was solved.
Next i called up the internet helpdesk which raised my call after 2 days of repeated calling. (The problem now was that my username and password was held invalid). The helper from his desk assured me of prompt action, but where? Another week went by. The prompt action had no results.
I then asked for help from my neighbourhood gentleman who also inciadentally is an Internet's person. He asked me to contact a higher official from BSNL and gave me his no. (obviosly he was known to him) but also mentioned that he would be available after 1 in the afternoon.'
I called.
He recieved.
He asked me to call again after 15 mins.
OOF 15 mins.
OK.


....after 15 mins. .....

I called again.
He recieved the call.
He said - plz see if the problem is solved.
I typed my username and password.
AND...
EUREKA it was there, i finally got my connection.
I thanked that person immensely ( i did'nt know why, I should have been angry...)


And so i am here with you again!


(psst THE PROBLEM:- THE DEAR BSNL PEOPLE HAD 'HURRIEDLY' ISSUED MY MODEM WITHOUT REGISTERING ME ON THEIR NETWORK. WHAT DO CALL IT? I WOULD SAY MY CUP OF MISFORTUNE FILLED UP WITH THAT.)

THAT'S ALL FOLKS !
C YA NXT SUNDAY.
BYE ........... ..... ...


NB: DO PASTE UR COMMENTS!

true MEANING of love !

it has always been a phenomenon immortalised by movies to find a definition for love; and not only movies , novellas , dramas ,poetry and all forms of creative art have endeavoured to do that but actually no one can be sure of what it actually is ! not me , neither u not any other person of flesh and blood......the fact is that love speaks in own language for every person....

What i think is that everything is fair when love is fair!

However from all my acquaintances with love and lovers,i have observed one thing :

some people fall in love because they want to, some because they have to and still some others are there who dont know the have fallen or not .

For the 1st category , people take it as a fashion statement
The 2nd category ones cant do without it
The 3rd category are afraid to take the plunge..........but did u observe 1 thing- people in all this categories are selfish in their own ways


true love is selfless, giving the other pleasure to one's partner even at the cost of self interest .....like a candle which burns itself but gives out light....but still can any one b so much sacrificial so as to give up one's own self for the cost of the other .....the answer is preferably and thankfully a big NO!

We can love a person but if it is not reciprocated we can always move ahead. Life is precious, we cant give it up for any one just because we are in love _ all that is simply damn bullshit thing.

But when we are in love we should keep in mind that we care for the other, be a support for each other, just have the hands to hold for the required warmth,the required comfort , the shoulder one can lie upon when on adversities...and that is the best meaning of love if not becceassarily the TRUEST meaning !

BYE........!!!!

my BLOGGING career !

frankly speaking,even till last year i had no idea of what on earth was a blog. I first heard about it , i think in a news channel showing spectcled Bangalore guy(if u think spects give the look of intelligence) working out on his laptop, i thought it was just some new technique, a new passtime or just a new funda on the PC front-hardly ever took it seriously, thanks to my current educational status as a law student my mind revolved more around section and acts than bits and bytes-its natural and obvious. But that thing "BLOG" they call it seemed to have got the better of me. Finally i decided to start discovering more about it. With google search engine @ my disposal, i finally got my answers. I entered "what is a blog?" as my keyword(s) and VOILA! within no time there was i, blogger.com at my service helping me create my own blog within no time.So i went about the formalities and then i added one more individual to the growing populace of dedicated bloggers in the nation. Thanx to blogger.com i am now a BLOGGER.....yoo hoo! How i longed to become a writer in a reputed journal, and now i have a online journal of my own. However the greatest inspirer in this regard has been Aamir Khan-one of my favorite actors and not only mine but a thousand of others and also a gr8 blogger with his famed Lagan_blog.

However with time i forgot much about my blog _ dont mind the tall claims given above,i could post only a single art. in 3 months...and only yesterday i remembered it once more that of all things in world that i have,i also have a blog - my sweet li'l blog, my cutie blog, my coothchie.......so here i am once again in a new avatar _ the avid blooger determined to get the annual award for BLOGGER OF THE YEAR'08......


So bandhu,i tell u, keep BLOGGING......
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i wrote this in my sleep...
of course keep writing loving comments.....